(Daniel writing again...)
We just discovered the K-LOVE and Air 1 apps for our iPad. Yes, we are very, very behind the times. Anyhow, the wonderful Christian music washed over our living room and buoyed our spirits; Elijah even did a happy dance and Zeke shrieked and clapped his hands. What an encouragement!
No sooner did this happen that I glanced at the screen and saw the verse of the day: "Why do you call me 'Lord, Lord', and not do what I tell you?" Luke 6:46. Ouch. Guilty as charged. I felt ashamed and for good reason.
I should back up a little. Most of you know that my time in Turkey has been very challenging so far, for myriad reasons. Family and friends have been faithfully praying. Have I? I've asked for prayer, but I can't honestly say that I've had a consistent prayer life, aside from meals and before Elijah's bedtime. That's just not going to cut it. And it hasn't. There's an expression in the Air Force--"Lead from the front"--and I've been wandering in the back. Anu has been going through a book, The Power of a Praying Wife. What have I done? I've unloaded (downloaded) my frustrations on my spouse with a consistency that would impress the most narcissistic person.
Enter Tim Tebow. About a week ago, I checked out his autobiography from the base library. This guy may or may not end up being a great quarterback in the NFL, but no matter; his head is screwed on straight. He is serving the Lord in all that he does and he seems to have a genuine faith-filled confidence that as long as he seeks God, everything will eventually work together for the good. His book is filled with great Bible passages. I feel challenged now to grow up as a Christian and as a man called to lead his family. My first step will be to begin memorizing a Bible verse each week. Suggestions welcome! I also want to stop and remember God's blessings, such as here, here, and here, to start.
By the way, remember those prayers from family and friends? It seems like they are being answered, one by one.
2 comments:
We are proud of you Daniel. A broken and a contrite heart is pleasing to the Lord. We all make that mistake when we know others are praying for us. we take comfort in it. Nothing wrong...but...like you say, we need to be diligent. do not be too hard on yourself. You are a good husband and a good daddy. You will become the priest of your home as well:) Praise God for answered prayers.
Haven't read your blog for awhile. What a blessing to read this and Anu's latest. God will bless you as you continue to seek His face and His will for your life. Dad and I are so grateful that you truly try to keep God front and center in your life and your family's. You and yours are constantly in our prayers. Love you.
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